TERRIFYING!!!!
How does one handle a situation like that? You can either gamble the friendship on the chance that the feelings are mutual ... or you can just choose to ignore it. My first impulse was the latter solution. Friendships like these often don't recover when romantic feelings are presented and unrequited. As I ignored my feelings, I found myself thinking of her more and more. I drove myself nuts analyzing every little interaction between us. All the while, we were hanging out more and becoming closer. Things finally came to a breaking point and I wrote this song to start the conversation.
I have a girlfriend. Now I'm terrified of losing the happiness I've found. <3

Nerd Note: Very Roughly Sung, Mixed, and Mastered.
What a surprise
to wake up with you on my mind
after I fell asleep to the thought
of your shining smile
I know you said there's no room
for anything complicated
but my feelings here
are decidedly cut and dry
As much as I'd like to hang around
wasting time with you for life
These days I seem to have
something serious in mind
Let's take it slow
I want you to feel comfortable
Wrap you in silk sheets and lace
Read the love written on my face
Don't act surprised
I know you saw right through my eyes
The day you lowered your book
just to find my look fixed on yours
And don't dare think that I can't
feel your hesitation to let go
when I hold you on the street
right beneath your front door
This silly secret
has been begging me
to keep it
tucked deep inside
the leaflet
of my life












